Confession:
Dear you,
I’m glad you broke my heart and crushed my soul.
It took that huge amount of pain, tear-filled eyes and countless sleepless nights for me to actually follow God with everything I had, to finally understand what Love was, and to finally realize that I could live with joy, even in the midst of the biggest storm of my life.
I’m joyful now, really really joyful, and if my heart hadn’t been so crushed, I would have never found this amazing joy that God has placed in the hole in my heart.
God has truly healed my heart now and I couldn’t be more thankful.
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Sometimes, wonderful news makes me jump for joy.
Today is the best day of the year, by far. (:
So incredibly blessed.
I just can’t contain my EXCITEMENT!!
It’s going to be amazing to witness the marriage of two wonderful people.
It’s going to be amazing to witness such gorgeous scenery during this beautiful autumn season.
It’s going to be amazing to witness the magnificance of the Big Apple.
It’s going to be amazing to escape here a while.
I’m very very happy right now (:
My happiness is returning.
I mean real, genuine, concrete happiness.
What could be better than to feel my heart being mended?
What could be better than spending time with the most wonderful
(and I really do mean the most wonderful)
friends that I have ever met?
Granted, they are new and fresh friends,
but I can feel our heartstrings being stiched together with
every day that I spend with them, every laugh that is made,
and every hand that is being held.
My happiness is returning and my art is expanding.
I feel so creative right now and it’s so exhilerating.
I have wanted to feel this way for a long time
and I couldn’t be more thankful for the very simple act
of the passing of time.
I have found God again and He has healed me, and is continuing
to do so.
I feel so joyful :)
Hallelujah!
But be joyful through this pain.
I’ve met some really wonderful people lately
and their presence alone is healing me, helping me.
I know things are going to turn around, I know things are going to
be so wonderful that my mind is going to be blown.
You know how I know this?
Because our God is an awesome God
and he doesn’t give us pain to see us suffer—-
He gives us pain because we are to return to Him
and find the Love we’ve been missing in our lives.
So can I get a hallelujah?
Hallelujah!!
Life is good with Him.
